this has been the longest 2 and a half hours in my life. there’s really not much of a reason… i’m being overly critical of myself and paranoid of everything else. i have felt so scared and dreadful all the time for the past few weeks. i’ve lost it. i find it difficult to get myself to concentrate on anything besides myself or possible (most of the time unrealistic) threats to my well being. i am miserable and self centered. i am not in control of my feelings, i feel that they are often inappropriate even if they aren’t very strong. this is frustrating. i need to start eating better, exercising, and sleeping well. we could all use that.
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littledimples said:
keep smiling. x
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